“the strangeness of TIME is not in its passing, which can seem infinite, like a tunnel whose end you can’t see, whose beginning you’ve forgotten… but in the sudden realization that something infinite has passed, and is irretrievable!”
“If the stars would represent everything you have done for me, i am certain that the universe will be right here on my palm”
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. every movie we see, every story we’re told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment… you never gave up hope. (Hes just not into you)
people say that love hurts, but it is not love that actually hurts… loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts… most of us confuse these things with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain, and makes us feel wonderful again! :)
About me
I am, a daughter, a sister, a granddaughter, a niece, a cousin and a friend. A young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy, friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm hurting on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and i walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love. I am everything and nothing all at once...I'm here, and I'm just trying to find some color in this black and white world....If you follow me, I follow back. Live. Laugh. Love =)
